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Girlfriend's Cousin's December '78 LeapTo His Death From The Psycho Ward At Providence --- Which I Can Only Surmise To Be More Of The Same Kind Of Drug Hypno Brain Washing Apparently Used On The Salt Lake City Suicide Jumpers In August --- Girlfreind's Horrified & Guilt Ridden Reaction Prompts Me To Suspect That She Was Complicit In 'Cuz's Death Thereas A CIA 'Control Experiment' And That Her Role Will Be To Lead Me To Some High Window When She Is Given The Cue

Working At The Jewish Convelescent Home And Surviving In A Ford Van Out In Hillsboro During The Ice Storms --- Picking 'Shrooms' Like The Ones That Supposedly Put Kendra's 'Cuz' In The Psycho Ward

Scarrier Still, Girlfriend Looks As Guilty As She Does Horrified Prompting Suspicions Of Her Complicity In The Death --- I'm Fucking Freaked What With The Four Bridge Jumper Deaths 50 Miles North Of Portland Only Days Before --- High Jump Suicides As Well As 'Magic Mushrooms' Are Parts Of The 'Frame-Up' --- Was Girlfriend's16 Year-Old Cuz A Control Experiment For Her After I'm Drugged & Hypnotized In Preparation For My Impending Frame-up ?? --- This Was Only Within A Day Or Possibly Two, Thereof That Jet Crash In Alaska That Almost Killed U.S. Senator Stevens Who Suddenly Has Amnesia --- Worse Yet It Seems Like I've Somehow Been Programed Somehow, Most Likely During My 6-weeks From Early July To Mid-August '78 Thereat That Motel In Mt Mount Shasta After 14-hour Work Days And Drugged Restaurant Food --- This During That Time That 'Bo' The Yreka Cop I Knew Indirectly Through A Freind There --- His Murder Just After That Of The Bar Owner & Car Crash Death Of The Sheriff's Deputy